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mom and almost dying

 Fuck can life be cruel. My mother-in-law got COVID 2.5 months ago. She was in the hospital and by week three they said there was nothing left that they could do because every treatment they had tried had failed.  She is 74 with pre-existing conditions (emphysema and COPD) and to top it off  she had developed pneumonia from the COVID. During those weeks in the hospital they had cathed her to make her more comfortable and everyday we called she was becoming to week to talk to us. They even tried the heated hi-flo o2 and nothing was working. The doctor said that her prognosis was getting worse and that we needed to start evaluating how we wanted to proceed since mom said she did not want a DNR or a DNI. She was also refusing the feeding tube. We knew at that point she would continue to decline because she was closing down and retreating into herself because in the state of Montana if you have COVID you may not have any visitors and as long as you have symptoms they will not retest you to

In Silence She Screams- Midnight Mayhem book 3 Review

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    This book broke me in all the right ways! I would like to add that this book does contain graphic scenes that might trigger some readers. But, it was still an incredible read! I became who I am today because of the fucked up shit I lived through and let me tell you, Amo Jones knows how to take some pretty dark shit and turn it into the thing that makes her female characters strong and resilient! The things these characters live through do not destroy them, but makes them something more... something to be feared, to be wanted, to be envied, to be loved, to be respected.....They are strong! The ending though... that shit hurt! Description Love will never die if it exists on the lips of death. I often thought about this while I was locked inside my Doll House in Patience. Groomed every second of every day, they made sure to cover all of the darkness lurking in my soul with the false guise of perfection. The soul is fickle. Nak

The Havoc Boys (Books 1-5) Review

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Let me tell you, I could not put this series down. Holy Moley!!!!! This was my third bully romance that I have read and I have come to understand that I really do enjoy these types of stories. They have bad ass leading women characters that completely kick ass and are surrounded by gorgeous men that will legit burn the world down for them! The best part, these women can kick ass with the best of them, and destroy anything that hurts their family!!! Description (Book 1) There's one word you don't utter at Prescott High, not unless you want them to own you. H.A.V.O.C. Hael, Aaron, Victor, Oscar, and Callum. The Havoc Boys rule the hellhole we call Prescott High. Once upon a time, they ruled me. For an entire year, I endured their shit. But senior year is going to be different. This year, I own them. I’ve made a pact with the Havoc Boys to get the vengeance I deserve. Their price? Me. At their beck and call, in their beds, a part of their gang. Their girl. A Havoc Girl